<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?tag=college%20changes%20everythin">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="32566673" src="/31/02/3102563e4639f840c5fabc279401de07e886e55dd9f590589428183860ae44b4.jpg"></p><p>“You don’t mind if I go see him, do you?” Julia asked. “It won’t be long.”</p><p>Thanksgiving break had just ended and they’d come back to school together. It had been almost a week since Julia had seen Quinn, so Joel wasn’t surprised that she wanted to be with him. That didn’t stop him from feeling a little insecure, though.</p><p>“Of course not. He’s your boyfriend, after all,” Joel said without a hint of the jealousy that roiled inside him.</p><p>Julia gave him a kiss and headed off as Joel walked back to the dorm. He pulled his coat tighter around him – it was unseasonably cold, as if winter had pushed fall out of the way – and considered his girlfriend’s growing attachment to another man.</p><p>Joel expected Thanksgiving break to be a welcome respite from Julia dating two guys. He figured they’d get to spend lots of time together and reconnect without the distraction of a second relationship for his girlfriend.</p><p>He was wrong. Julia carved out time every day to talk to Quinn and she ended up having phone sex with him on multiple occasions, according to what she’d shared with Joel.</p><p>“He has needs, baby, and I can’t have him hooking up with some ex-girlfriend at home, can I? I have to be a good girlfriend and make sure he gets what he needs, don’t I?” Julia had said when Joel asked her why she was having phone sex with Quinn.</p><p>Her reasoning made sense, but it felt like more than that to Joel. It felt like Julia wanted it, like she needed to connect with Quinn in some way. To him, it felt like she had moved beyond a little bit of exploring with him and that Julia had begun to develop real feelings for someone else.</p><p>It was because of those feelings that Joel had decided he and Julia needed to have a conversation. He needed to put his feelings on the table and express to her that it felt like she’d gone too far with her need to explore.</p><p>After just a few hours, Julia had texted him that she was on her way to his place and a few quick knocks on the door announced her presence.</p><p>“Hey baby!” Julia exclaimed as she walked past him and sat on the edge of his bed. Her joy was infectious, at least until Joel remembered it was because she’d just had sex with someone else.</p><p>His first instinct was to ask her how it was, but he held back. It had begun to feel a little weird to inquire about the great sex she was having with another guy. Besides, Joel was determined to have a conversation with her.</p><p>Just as he was about to launch into sharing his feelings, Julia introduced her own version of an important conversation.</p><p>“Joel, we need to talk,” she said.</p><p>The joyful look on her face had disappeared and been replaced by something far more serious. Suddenly, Joel was worried that this was it. This was the end.</p><p>Joel sat at his armless, mostly uncomfortable wooden desk chair and tried not to sound panicked as he said, “Okay. What about?”</p><p>Julia looked up at him and said, “Quinn and I talked about something over Thanksgiving break and I wasn’t sure about it until today, so I didn’t say anything.”</p><p>Joel felt his heart pounding. It still felt like she was about to break up with him and bring the entirety of his world crashing down.</p><p>“What is it?” Joel asked. This time he could hear the nerves in his voice.</p><p>“We talked about having unprotected sex. I mean, I’m still on birth control, of course, but we talked about him not having to wear condoms anymore.”</p><p>Joel felt the tension leave his body. He couldn’t believe he’d gotten so worked up over something so small.</p><p>“Oh, well that doesn’t seem like a big deal, I guess,” he said.</p><p>Julia smiled. “It’s good to hear you say that, but that’s not all of it.” She hesitated for a moment and then continued. “We also talked about him being the only man that gets to have unprotected sex with me.”</p><p>It took Joel a few moments to fully process what she was saying. Then it felt shocking. Julia had been on birth control for most of their relationship. He’d used condoms only a few times, and it seemed that she was saying he’d have to wear them if he wanted to have sex with her.</p><p>“So, you’re saying that I’d have to wear a condom to have sex with my girlfriend?” Joel asked. He tried to remain calm and collected and keep any sort of outrage out of his voice.</p><p>Julia nodded. “Yes, that’s what I’m saying.”</p><p>“What if I don’t want to do that?” he shot back.</p><p>Julia stood up, sauntered towards Joel, and straddled him in the wooden chair. She kissed his lips softly, caressed his face, and said, “I’m sorry honey, but it’s already happened. I know it’s not fair, but this is something I need.”</p><p>Joel looked down. He knew he wasn’t going to see a wet spot between her legs, but his eyes instinctively darted between her legs.</p><p>“Yes, he came inside me,” Julia said before gently lifting his chin and pulling Joel’s eyes back to hers.</p><p>“Why?” he asked. “Is it really that different? Did you really need to experience that with him?”</p><p>The sympathy in her eyes was almost too much to bear. He didn’t want Julia to feel bad for him. He just wanted her to be his and his alone once more.</p><p>“It is different, baby. It feels better without a condom, for me and for Quinn.” She moved her hips ever-so-slightly over his crotch. “I can’t really explain it, but it feels better knowing he’s going to cum inside me. It makes the sex feel so much more intimate and beautiful. It might sound crazy, but I had better orgasms knowing he wasn’t using a condom and that when he was finished his cum was going to be inside me.”</p><p>Joel silently scolded himself for getting hard while Julia ground her hips into his crotch and talked about Quinn cumming inside her. He could scarcely believe it was happening.</p><p>She noticed his erection. Her hand moved between their legs and she played with him through his jeans.</p><p>“Does this excite you, Joel?” Julia asked as she grasped his cock.</p><p>“No. Having my girlfriend in my lap excites me, but I’m certainly not turned on by the idea of Quinn cumming inside you,” he said.</p><p>Julia leaned down and kissed his neck as she stroked his cock through his jeans. She let loose a lusty moan. It sounded like she was getting fucked. Joel couldn’t believe how turned on he was.</p><p>“Are you sure, baby?” Julia asked. Joel couldn’t believe she was pushing him like this. She rarely even talked about Quinn while they were together. This was something entirely new.</p><p>“Yes, I’m sure,” Joel said, though his voice quivered. He didn’t think it turned him on, but his cock was rock hard and he felt a little lightheaded. There was no question he was overwhelmingly aroused. Maybe the fact that Quinn’s cum was inside his girlfriend was turning him on a little.</p><p>“Do you want to fuck me?” Julia asked before kissing Joel’s neck again. Her tongue was doing such wonderful things as it moved over his skin.</p><p>“Yes, please,” Joel said. He wasn’t sure he’d ever wanted to fuck her more.</p><p>“You’ll have to wear a condom. Only Quinn gets to cum inside me.”</p><p>Joel’s cock jumped at her words. He was distressed and wildly aroused. He didn’t want the idea of being demoted to condom-wearing status to turn him on, and yet it seemed like that might be the case. He tried to push it to the back of his mind and focus on the pleasure of having sex with his girlfriend instead.</p><p>“I know. I’ll do it. I’ll wear a condom,” he said.</p><p>Julia stood up and reached into her purse. She pulled out a small box of condoms and opened it up. Joel wasn’t surprised that she’d come prepared for this. After all, she knew that Quinn had cum inside her. She’d made the decision to go ahead with her plan without consulting Joel.</p><p>“Get naked, baby,” Julia said.</p><p>For some reason, Joel found the sight of her tearing open the condom to be hugely arousing. His heart pounded as Julia turned to him and deftly rolled the prophylactic down his shaft. She gently stroked the head of his cock as they kissed. It felt heavenly.</p><p>“Are you ready to fuck me?”</p><p>Joel nodded and pulled Julia’s sweater over her head. She smiled and unbuttoned her jeans. Joel looked between her legs and saw the wet spot in the pink cotton panties she was wearing. He knew it was Quinn’s cum.</p><p>He’d fucked Julia after she’d been with Quinn before. Numerous times, in fact. This felt different, though. His heart was pounding harder than it ever had. His cock was stiffer. He was more turned on and he couldn’t figure out why.</p><p>He felt weak in the knees when Julia slipped her fingers into the waistband of her panties and slowly pulled them down. Joel saw the remains of her boyfriend’s cum in them. He saw the sticky white fluid. He felt short of breath. Someone else had cum in his girlfriend. Until that moment he hadn’t realized how significant it was going to feel to him.</p><p>Julia took Joel’s hand and stepped backwards until she reached his bed. She moved to her back and spread her legs. She didn’t need to say anything. She was inviting him to fuck her.</p><p>Joel climbed into the bed. He looked at her pussy. It was messy. Much of Quinn’s cum had leaked into her panties, but some of it remained on the skin around her pussy and there was a small trickle leaking out of her.</p><p>“Come here, baby,” Julia said as she held out her hand. She was urging Joel to take his place between her legs.</p><p>He did so, but for the first time he felt like the other man. He knew it wasn’t entirely true, but it felt like Quinn was her boyfriend and Joel was a guy she was seeing on the side. The mess of slippery cum between her legs was what made him feel that way.</p><p>What surprised Joel the most was the arousal he felt. He was far too caught up in the moment to analyze any of it. He just knew he was turned on. He knew his cock was so hard it was almost painful. He knew that it felt impossibly good when he laid on top of Julia’s naked body.</p><p>She kissed him as her hand moved between their legs and grabbed his latex-wrapped cock. She guided him to her pussy and gently placed him inside. “Fuck me, Joel,” she whispered.</p><p>It was impossible not to notice the difference. Just a day ago he’d had unprotected sex with Julia in his bedroom at home. His parents had gone out and they’d used the opportunity to unleash their desire for each other. Her pussy felt warm, wet, and perfect, just as it always did.</p><p>This was different. The layer of latex between them was unmistakable. It made a difference. It made a big difference. There was no wetness to feel. The sense of heat wasn’t the same. The sense of pleasure wasn’t the same.</p><p>Julia wrapped her legs around Joel and pulled him close. “Fuck me, Joel,” she said again. Her lips brushed against his neck and she nibbled on his ear lobe. Arousal surged through him.</p><p>The sex felt different and was less pleasurable, but that didn’t stop Joel from enjoying it. He was so turned on it would have been impossible not to enjoy it.</p><p>With each thrust, Joel could hear the wetness of Julia’s pussy. He could hear his cock moving in and out of someone else’s cum. He couldn’t stop thinking about. Quinn’s cum was inside her and he was fucking her. He was essentially using someone else’s semen as lubrication.</p><p>When he first slid into her, Joel tried to fight off the wild feelings spinning in his head. He tried to concentrate his arousal on having sex with Julia, on the sensations of sliding in and out of her. It ended up being too much work to keep everything else out. He just wanted to cum. He wanted to completely give himself over to the pleasure of it.</p><p>He let everything flood his mind. He let the sensations of using someone else’s cum as lubrication turn him on. He let the idea that he was using a condom and Quinn got to cum inside her be a source of arousal. He let the squishy sounds of sex with a cum-filled pussy turn him on.</p><p>Less than two minutes after he’d slid into her pussy, Joel filled the condom with cum. He groaned and pushed his cock into Julia as he climaxed. His loins came alive with pleasure as the joy of his orgasm spread outwards. It was astoundingly pleasurable.</p><p>“Oh my God,” Joel said as he collapsed on top of her.</p><p>Julia wrapped her arms around him and ran her fingers through his hair as she kissed Joel’s neck and cheek.</p><p>“That was so good, baby,” she said, though Joel knew it couldn’t have been that good for her. She almost always needed more than two minutes to cum.</p><p>Joel pulled out and sat back on his knees as Julia smiled at him. He looked between his legs and saw Quinn’s sticky cum in his pubic hair. It felt humiliating.</p><p>“It’s okay, baby,” Julia said as she sat up. “I know it’s different. I know it’s a little strange. But it’s okay.”</p><p>She gently pulled the cum-filled condom off his cock and dropped it into the trash bin next to his desk. Joel couldn’t help but feel another rush of humiliation at watching his cum fall into the garbage while Quinn’s cum had been injected into his girlfriend.</p><p>Julia rose to her knees in front of Joel and kissed him softly. “That wasn’t so bad, was it?” she asked.</p><p>Two answers sprung to Joel’s mind. Yes, it was terribly humiliating to fuck his girlfriend as another man’s cum was leaking out of her. No, it wasn’t bad at all. In fact, it had been an exceptionally powerful, satisfying orgasm that he wanted to experience again.</p><p>“No. It was actually pretty good,” he said. He couldn’t disappoint her, and at least part of it was really good.</p><p>“Good,” Julia said. “Why don’t we take a shower and get cleaned up. Then I’ve got a date with Quinn.”</p><p>“You’re seeing him again?” Joel asked as they walked into the bathroom and Julia turned on the water.</p><p>“Of course,” she said. “He’s my boyfriend, after all. He wants to take me somewhere nice for dinner as a Thanksgiving celebration of sorts for just the two of us. I think it’s sweet of him.”</p><p>“I’m still your boyfriend too, right?” Joel asked. He felt like he was oozing insecurity.</p><p>“Of course,” Julia said as she took his hand and pulled him into the shower.</p><p>Joel had never felt less sure of it, though.</p>